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Tuesday, March 30, 2010!

xan ❤; 11:45 PM

well well well,
i should just say it all out.
if not, i will die cause of heart attack & stuffs liddat.

i've shared with baby all those things i've gone thru when he went
to field camp. & he keep telling me dont bothered, sure have conflicts
with friends one.

how can i dont bother?
things you're saying are getting overboard.
i didnt scold you or even pick a fight okay?
i really dont understand. this is the first time i encountered this in
my friendship.
every single thing there's a reason behind it.
perhaps, we are at fault. we admit. we're sorry that we neglect you.

but omfg!
if you're unhappy with me in anything just come and say it right
infront of me. i believe you have the guts right?
yea yea, everything also boyf. i admit.

beside my family, the most important is my boyf.
he had been thru thick & thin with me.
one month plus to 3 years anniversary already.
every single thing i'll share with him.
if you're really a true friend of mine you will understand instead
of blaming me.

Please dont compared your r/s with my r/s.
different people have different characters & stuffs.
& yup, im damn f'ing emo when he went to field camp.
cause every single day, we will never failed to msg/call each other.
especially him. from the day he enlist, every one min he's free he
will call me to chat.
know what? he always call me the first thing he can use his phone.
at least talk awhile then se de to hang the phone to go bathe.
how silly him right?

yea, can say he's fan or smthing. but he's my boyf afterall.
we couldnt meet everyday what so only call unlike those days when
we were in ITE.
everyday go school tgt. meet for 5-6days a week.

Now, all change.
he go field camp for a week, im just not
used to it that he cant use phone for a week of cause emo right? then, if i
go school, friends around will ask how come so emo? so i decided to skip
school for one day. just want to be alone at home.
couldnt i?
yea, 6days only what. cannot bear with it meh? will die meh?
im sad, can i?

cause this is the first time that i couldnt receive any call & msg from
baby for about a week. im trying to bear with it BUT you being a bestf of mine
should msg to care & concern me instead of talking behind
my back, saying just 6days only will die meh or stuffs to hurt me.

wow. wow! thanks uh.
in the past, your boyf being cold towards you or didnt msg for a week or
can dont meetup for weeks we keep trying our best to persuade your boyf.
also got ask my boyf to tell your boyf to treat to nicely can anot & stuffs.
but what I get in return?
nothing!!!

NOTHING. Nono! wait..

THERE'S smthing.
Those some sort of backstabbing words?!?

& yea, sorry sweet that i couldnt go outside my hse to take the
stuffs cause i have my reasons & glad we are back to normal again.

so disappointed after hearing those stuffs.
this is so call bestf?
you tell me how am i suppose to forgive you?
what if i say those things to you? how you feel?

got plans to go somewhere, if i couldnt make it, then boyf also didnt
go, slowly some others dont wanna go,
the Plan was Cancelled then it become my fault?
the choice is up to every single of you to choose right?
i didnt take a knife to force anyone right? i didnt shout at any one that
if i didnt go, you all also dont go hor? did i? NO! I DIDNT. COME ON.

wtf is this?
i am damn f'ing pissed.
what's more you gonna say about me?

come! just say it here.

*PHEW* ~

Recently, boyf's mom is sick.
not just the normal sickness okay.
sigh! :'(
really hope everything will be fine.

*JIAYOU AUNTY! I BELIEVE YOU WILL BE FINE (:
YOU WILL RECOVER.
DONT THINK SO MUCH.
GOD BLESS YOU.

withlove ; xy ❤